my laptop got confiscated.

i was sick on friday 20th july 2007. i rested til i recuperated and i went out with someone X and Y. i feel very troubled everyday. since that is the problem i used ss as a way to relieve my stress. now that my parents think i did not attend school because i "pretended" to be sick which after i went out on that day, they confiscated my bloody laptop. how now? i feel like going to hell. without my laptop beside me, i felt a sudden pain in my heart. its like a thousand knife piercing through my vulnerable heart. i felt the ache greatly, how could i withstand this torment? can someone please save me and release my soul from this wretched me.